I'll dream you into a beautiful dream Forever and ever That's why I wrote these songs A time capsule Of intensity And if the snow of our desire should melt Come what may What is to be You'll still exist here Footsteps hardened In the frozen beauty Of fantasies In my memory...

If you're a trainwreck babe Then I'm standin' on the tracks I'll take the thrill of being in your arms Even if it kills me Leaves me spread out flat As the wheels peel off my back For even just the thought of you Sends my heart burning like fire With the want of a love so strong Just one look at your pear shaped body Sends a frequency Utter ecstasy You make me weak at the knees I'm groveling inside With my strong man costume outside If you want me, You got me If not, I'll move on to another ecstasy With the tenderness Of the want of your embrace Gone from me

She's so exquisite And I long for her embrace Angelic goddess of sapphire I wrote about her In the second war In the second verse of a song Aeons before I knew her Before it all went wrong With shining, sky blue eyes I could swim in Like a fish in the sea Fair skin Wine red hair Intellect sharp for her age Tiny white sparse freckled breasts Nipples, visually, succulent as roses Petite lil' one With heart shaped behind She dresses old fashioned A youth so divine Way far from the legends of the past From classic movie annals of time Her beauty is boundless as space She yearns for me A soul too immature to embrace Yet my heart remains A tender strawberry For her deep red lips to taste Just say the world, honey And I'll kiss your milk white face Bring you to my bed of haunted memories A haven for your innocent bliss We can live a dream outside the nightmare Of this paradigm They've created Where youthful fantasies And elder nightmares meet face to face Say who will win this war? Your heaven or my hell? I hope you consume me Down your cherubic throat Turn me into something pure Before time Eats away At my hopes I'll shine a light Through the darkness of space and time To give life To our new paradigm Hidden in our glass wall All the night creatures can no longer penetrate A haven for only us While the world is at war We'll wait Bathed in the warmth Of our heavenly love Will never be at stake You make my heart Both soar And ache

When I think of you My heart's afire Our want for each other is so intense I feel if our universes were to collide Like a soaring magnet to the Sun We'd irrupt like an ultraviolet volcano Ablaze with desire I'm addicted to this fire I never wanta put it out Your eyes closed In ecstasy Like a little girl Sweat drenched between the sheets The nectarous smell of your tender hair Your soft thighs against my waist So weak I'll kiss your smooth, warm face Provide you warmth for your childish innocence For there's nothing Like your soft thighs Against mine And I hope when we're lying in bed I say all the right things At all the right times To make you feel comforted I hope In the future You think warm thoughts of me And smile My hand cradled by your Small Slender fingers Crimson red painted nails Rested Between your thighs

She's a fantasy in the image of a television goddess I once admired aeons ago Her wet pillowed lips pressed against my hand Held to her fair face By her tiny paw A spark shoots through my loins My heart ultraviolet with her warmth The sweat and smell Of her breasts Wet nipples Against my chest

An image of her Walking in the cold Beneath the cerulean winter sky In a black tiny peacoat Tied tight To her waist Her head held high in confidence Like the goddess Of night stars

We lie silent as you trace your girlish finger on my abdomen...

Love everything about her The way she brushes her bangs With her thin fingers To the side of her face The way she poises her hand On her luscious hips The way she glances away from me Slowly and coyly When walking past Her closed mouthed smile Arched up Like a margarita glass Occasionally She chortles When she sees me A youthful wide alabastrine Half moon Arch curtained with dimples Lights up her long Oval Soft featured face

Never dreamt you'd fall in love with me And it would happen so naturally Within this dark chaos Like it was meant to be To form matter from energy If love is an instrumental magnet Pulling us together like gravity How do we not know this was what the universe intended? Or did we find each other In this vast obsidian sea? In our's Or someone else's story? Drifting in our ships For that's truly what our bodies are In this celestial group of sound waves And light I think these things While in bed Cradling your soft, tender body Kissing your forehead Holding you gently At night

You could be the Christmas lights Glowing on the frozen snow that is my life Waiting to be trodden by your little feet, girl My heart has been as cold as a sheet of ice It's time to set afire to it babe But wave away the smoke quickly It could get hideous For love sometimes brings out the beast in me Do you dare tread these dark passageways of my Existential past The icy, smoky haunted smell of the winter night In your lungs? Outtakes (unspoken): 5 Fragments: 1. Falling in love with the earthen colored mole on the curvature of the Soft features Of your  Oval jawline And the faint cleft and dimples on your pale porcelain chin 2. It's so beautiful waking up to your smile 3. Enshroud me in your beautiful feathery angelic grace 4. Your hands have molded my heart like clay The essence of my soul has been formed To the shape of your tiny, delicate fingers girl 5. Your cotton candy color coated lips look so delightful Young thing... How I long to taste them The Porcelain Portrait Doll: The way she looks up in the air Away from me In flirtation In daydreams Thick eyebrows done up Shaking her head Subtly back and forth Like a bobble doll Hair shoulder length in curls Her body in stature Like a mannequin portrait She wears her exquisite dress so well Upon voluptuous hips Like a pen drawing in an old children's book Girlish porcelain hands held palms down  Almost seems They are so delicate If they were to drop They would shatter  The Red Flower Blossom: 1. Young, Delicate, Rose A not so distant memory of you pulling your bangs behind your ears Pressing your lips together  Gazing downward Trying to be coy like a model Fake doll Yet so sweet you longed for my affections  The pain in your eyes For I belonged to another The truth is I wanted you then, now, and forever  Please take me back So I can make the right decisions Bring you into my arms You, young, delicate flower  2. My Unique Flower You are my favorite kind of flower Unique in transition  A dark blossom Developing into a brighter color I know I've caught you in a murky period in your life But I promise there's beam of yellow beckoning to us From a lighthouse  Upon the lapping waves in your Obsidian Emotional Abysmal sea 3 Fantastic Romance Dreams: Fantasy 1: You said I was the one that you wanted to deflower you Be your first That night was the sweetest night of my life I don't feel like anything could ever get this good I took away your innocence Under the canopy above my bed In the middle of your sweet everlasting childhood dream Fantasy 2: The night I saw you last At the party You wanted me to kiss you for the first time We'll meet again Atop the halo of the moon Within the light fantasy stars Fantasy 3: Once I was a working boy Living in a dream Of you and me That seemed so far away You had some growing to do Your touch and go was killing me Slowly tugging my soul apart The sight of you conflicted my desire And pained my heart Years gone past You are now a ghost but not forgotten I'm a revered entertainer Take my place upon the stage As I reach the encore Madly wading through the crowd See your delicate youthful face amongst The seas of others in spotlight  An electrical ping Distinct to the sight and feeling of your heavenly form Rushes through my body like a hot spring fountain I stop in shock  All these emotions from, it seems, aeons ago come flooding back Yet you haven't aged a bit  As you notice my eyes have seen you I know you're feeling it too Fore your electric ecstatic forget me not colored eyes light up Just as they lit up when you'd see me in days gone past Taking me back to every thrilling moment Both good and the bad Tell me, how could I forget that half moon smile That can illuminate the midnight sky? The dimples in your soft red cheeks surrounded in porcelain powder Am I in a fantasy dream? These are the moments that make me believe there is some omnipresent force out there watching over us I take you by your gentle pale doll hand and pull you onstage In front of thousands of screaming fans Caress the voluptuous curves of your waist The feeling of your white prom like dress of lace I'm all dressed up in a black gentleman suit We dance fluidly in our own spotlight Swaying too and fro Pull you downward for a bow and kiss your candy sparkle red lips for the first time It must be your romantic fantasy Your dream come true I'm glad I could do that for you This is the way it was meant to be You and me Our souls run free For now the timing is right In the past we stumbled and fell Amazing how In the future We came so magically together Let's make our dream last Forever and ever To eternity The Sun and the Ruby Red Flower Blossom I saw you once as a child I was fully grown even then Never took a notice to you Now you've Blossomed (Young woman) Out of my sight Into a crimson exquisite water beaded rose  With numerous sharp thorns Inside the vines of your childish princess mind Pried apart by the twisted branches of men's Animal lustful desires Laden in Spanish moss And with these thorns I thee bled Many, many times over And it took me so long to see The dark, sad beauty inside you Young one I fell in love with your angel cake sweetness  The coconut juice of your spirit Inside your exquisite outside form Your candy hard ruby red shell I plucked your pale form from the dirt in this earthly jungle gnarled in trees Placed you in a pot inside my home  Now I Keep you  Watered Wet Delicate And Open Fore I’m the Sun in the middle of spring When you're rested in my arms, comforted in my bed Opening up your blossom I can see your illuminated sunflower head Little did I know In that fleeting moment So many years ago You’d be a huge part of my life Your coy hand waving at me from across the room Now we're in love Isn't life so strange darlin? You're so beautiful to me child Strawberry Cheesecake Fantasy You got my mind in a loop of my fantasy of you girl I don’t know if I’ll ever get out of this whirlpool I’d like to dwell here forever The way you close your eyes in yearning for me Your soft darling face When you first see me A wrinkling nose when I embrace you The way you speak to me Your voice high in pitch Your angelic grace Sends a shock through my aching heart Down to my hardened, wet loins How I long to hold you in my arms Your heartened haunches against my trunk Princess Fantasy World in The Stars 1 Our First Hug You sigh And chortle Girlishly In surprise A wrinkled up nose A closed mouth smile Your girlish hand Tickling Caressing My chest As I pull you in for a hug I''m lost in how cuddly you are All the cells in my body in heightened emotional yearning  Exhilaration  My hands upon your heart shaped thighs For the time has finally come To open up my heart To your princess pink light Like a blooming wildflower Basking in the warm sun At the end of rain showers The beginning of our foolish Spring 2 Night Walk Thoughts In Euphoria After Hugging Her For the First Time I wanta bask and bathe in the stars Those mysterious balls piercing that may contain life in that ultramarine curtain 3 Your Princess Room I wanta bask in the princess pink Light Of your youthful grace The posed shining half moon smile upon your face Here Laying In your feathery bed In your princess room It smells so nice, The heavenly sweet Womanly sweat Upon your  angel cake body The high school flavor Of your feathery love The warmth of your youthful soul I took my chance with the one Who was young A songbird that just now started her song I fell in love With your innocence For your life has just begun There's so much, Darlin I long to teach you To learn about love Your beautiful, thin, princess hands Caressing my chest The lace of your lingerie Felt upon my skin 4 Her Soft Princess Grace I wanta bask in the princess Pink light Of your Youthful grace Fore everything about you is soft Your cheeks upon my skin, Your clothes, Your body, Your lingering hands upon my chest, Your smell, Your jammies, Your lingerie, Your girlish skin 5 Your Heavenly Form  Touching your heavenly form Lights flying Sparkling  My hands on your angelic thighs A thing of beauty and life The thing that makes us who we are Life Delicate Angelic The only thing that creates existence  And sparkles of life The reason we are together Existence  Just to be Creation  Rings of life through water  Pain doesn't exist A plane or place where we can just be  Those shiny points splayed  Splattered across the heavens in the majestic night sky  6 Just To Be Loved A beautiful woman created you You grew to be such a scarred delicate thing  How I long to hold you Your lips pursed in wanting passion  All she wants is just to be loved 7 I Am the Lantern in Dark Fantasy The innocence you possess  Fills me with love for the things I have not felt Or seen I have such sights to show you darlin' Inside your longing princess dream I long to protect your innocence With experience Not borders Of my love for the essence of who you are That encompassing piercing  soft, youthful light A disconnect from misogynist reality  A lantern in your dark world Amongst these tall majestic trees In the world's dark fantasy  8 Princess Butterfly (Back from the trip) Princess pink butterfly Hasn't left her cocoon It's time to fly Into my loving arms soon Your Ass Your ass is in the shape of a juicy onion A filled out heart Bouncing Pink Bubbly Teenage wonderful So beautiful The lower half of your body The shape of an upside down pear How I wanta feel the indention's in the contours and curves of your Naked outer thighs Neath the sheets Pressed, Poised, passionately against my loins Our First Kiss on a Majestic Starry Night Pale cold white flecks of snow On your midnight blue peacoat Appear as a reflected pool of the mysterious night sky Neath the winter stars and luminous full moon Shimmering upon our standing forms I see your smokey breath And feel it's warmth, comforting on my skin Your body bowed Breasts angled toward the ground You giggle in heightened girlish excitement Curved palms toward your chest Then, suddenly, pull me inward by my hands A soft collide with your supple, young body My loins thrust against yours Smell your womanly sweat and floral sent As you lean in wanting With those cotton candy color coated lips I've so longed to taste For our first delicious kiss Your First Wave The first time Ever I saw you Wave your pretty pale hand Fluttering like butterfly wings Your eyes squinted In wanting attention at me From across the room Was when I finally realized You were attracted to me Your hips thrust downward Afterward Hands curled Palms down In front of your pelvis This sent my heart a flutter  For you have been in my dreams Fantastical desires Youthful princess For quite some time I still get a shock From this desperate motion You have made many times over I just want you to know that My Golden Honey Heart When you Rub my chest Gently Girlishly With only your fingers  Astride my body  Your head parallel to my breast And gaze in wanting Earnestly Insane into my eyes My heart feels warm with desire Like the taste of honey Kiss me my darling Your thin naked torso Nipples felt upon my bare chest  In my feathery bed My hands on your Exquisite Youthful Child bearing hips Adorned in Gray Lace  Lingerie Classic Statue I'm the boy on the park bench Sitting next to you Handing you flowers In that classic statue The heat between us is so intense I feel I could crumble like clay and melt like wax even in your delicate porcelain hands Her Wanting Posture The way you push your cute behind Back and up When standing next to me Your chest forward As you move your fingers delicately (Ecstatic electric blue eyes) So as to provide attraction Kills me Sends a shock straight through my loins And through my heart darlin Your wanting posture As you push your chest toward me Legs moving Soft and tender Underneath you Floating on the ground Like a ballerina Your eyes warming to me Yearning for my love Your body burning for what you think you can't have But the truth is I want you too darlin I've been burning for you for Oh So long So Much Was Left Unsaid So much was left unsaid In our last heavenly embrace I hope you could read the words The poetry of my want for you emanating from my eyes As I held your soft young body Wanting to comfort you Hands on your hips Fore I could perceive  You felt the same When I traced the lines of your pink pillowed lips The blushing of your face The blinking of your eyes  The glowing of your angel cake skin When you said your thanks When we said goodbye Fore I understand nothing can ever be as perfect as our desired reverie  If there is truly a universal mind or a god It's always dangling a biscuit just inches away from our face In this age of reason One day I hope we'll fly away  Like two feathered angels in the orange sorbet sunrise Cast ashore from this earthly desperation To our own blissful paradise  To a more pleasant destination  Nautical Bliss When I look into your youthful eyes of electric blue I escape into a world that exist with just me and you Afloat upon the dark sapphire of the deep seaweed green lucid ocean The sun piercing white formations In that wispy clouded sky Opening a veil to pale limitless azure Your soft body upon mine Sunbathed in our nautical bliss The Light Pink Princess Passing Train Car I can't stop these Light pink frosting Fever dreams of you How we could have been together  The experiences I could've ridden on with you  A Fragile Wounded Sparrow Healed by my hands And now in my arms Just what could I have done?  What could you have done To make things different? When I think of you It warms my heart Yet, it's time to turn my eyes away from your Piercing Princess  Blossoming Pubescent Brilliance This obsession with what we could have been Will not end 'Till I see you again Then the flame burns brighter and brighter Over and over Exploding bright sparks Like fireworks Into my meditative world  Flash blinding my weak heart Shooting out everywhere In the darkness that once was my existence Why Me? You're the most exquisite woman I have ever laid eyes on Your outside beauty Reflects who you truly are on the inside Your soft hearted, girlish want for love Not the stubborn, stuck up facade you put on as a mask All the men fawn over you Despite the tides The turns And the turmoil I'm so lucky you've chosen me As your crush Your obsession I hope to hold up to these expectations Be the man I’m supposed to be and then some When I’m finally holding you in my arms The Way You Move I love the way you move Unique Exquisite Graceful Unlike anyone else Kiss You You taste so sweet Like peaches When you kiss me passionately Your head arched back Your eyes squinted in soul born ecstasy