Prologue: A Ritual of Sorts I'm a stone statue corroded with age Though your angelic moss grows inside every crevice I'm the Satyr that still exists in you all Forever and ever till the end of time Primordial, primeval, ancient, archaic Take your pick It's all the same The ape The devil The rapist The murderer Sadist The snake The lizard The earthen death I'm not the spiritual But the one that binds you to the material The Grim's Fairy tale villain at the dead of night that cuts The throat of the Disney princess The sent of honeysuckle And bright flowered fairy colors At the mayday festival You know I'll take it away from you Your meditative order To the chaotic burning inside you Only felt in your own own nature Aeons in the past In this massive jungle of flesh Your serpentine instincts Your need to survive And be atop the crawling, thriving horde Regardless of morals Or others tender wants or needs or feelings I bind you... Under a grey clouded sky Here amongst the lichens The weeping willow forests Naked of their leaves There are strange happenings Every woman and man Wearing an animal mask, antlers, and a sack like robe Swaying hauntingly from side to side Circling a wooden, muddy pole A crown of may blossoms above her head Sacrifice the childlike, virginal innocence The lamb that lies inside us all As you scream and crawl Into my excremental, mouth like pit The deepened, dark, primal, earthen clay from wince you came For even the pillar of your church steeple Represents a phallic sword Reaching inside your, tight, beaming, glistening, powder blue wispy white flowered, heavenly slit

Act I: The Ritual I. The Young Doll Your Mother made you up in girlish earrings and make up A short modern beehive with bangs hanging down surrounding your candy sweet face Tendrils of hair flowing from the bun at the top of the back of your head Your finger nails done up Like a fragile, innocent young doll And into the woods They took it all Rammed you with their yellow stained bull horns Stabbing into your soft, tender skin Your virginal blood was everywhere All over the fresh grown spring grass Leaving behind life long scars Upon your angelic, princess, hide It's a terrible trait in all men Wanting to fuck the young, girlish, and innocent Hair frilled over her neck, to her back in loose, smooth, flowing curls Pillowed skin A toy doll, an instrument, an object to be won

II. There She Sits All Alone... And there she sits all alone, in comfort, in her floral scented bed A prom queen just waiting for her pimp to snatch her up like a we lil babe And when she comes of age She'll stumble her frail bones out into the valley of vulturous crows Of the darkened, mysterious jungle of the world that devours her candy body whole Her frail bones shall Descend from a pure ultra white heavenly angel To just one of the earthen smoke preyed flock Metamorphosis from a lily colored lamb To an unclean, scarred, withered creature of man's creation And deep down, she was taught that love Is to be held down by her frail, thin, wrists To be taken from behind By a Loki Moloch who doesn't want to even look her in the eyes Doesn't even know she exists This muscled demon shoves her head violently into the pillows She's now beneath him Smothered by his girth In missionary position His face turned away, upper torso twisted elbows down Like a gnarled oak laden with Spanish Moss His eyes closed looking away from her Wanting, self loathing face She is screaming in ecstasy and inward pain As the bed creaks His giant phallus enters again and again The smoky, seamen, scent of the callery pear Her weak legs up in the air in resignation, in a back and forth motion Just around his legs the size of the split trunks of two trees intertwined Only his urges, he'll satisfy Like the lord of the flies Like Belial The seed of evil-doers A crooked serpent An insane devil To the burning inside She'll let him violate her again and again Till he's done with her and gallops out into the foggy scorching, humid, nightmarish evening To find another prey He can use and abuse There are many on earth like both her and him...

Act II: Societal Predators III. She is Objectified The anger weld up inside me Burned straight from my heart, All up and down my body I wanted to punch that fucker in the face! For objectifying her beauty So young and innocent He was a fifty year old, muscle headed jock disgrace She was still on her last year of high school Her voice still high like a cherubic angel The sound of a little girls No wonder women hate us How must it feel to be objectified from birth to grave? How must it feel to be seen as something just to look at As they run their hands round your curves in their mind? Seeing you as something to be maneuvered like a lil thing When all you want is to be loved You must build up your guard consistently Silver tongues speaking just under their breath Quick, he's behind you! For the adolescent ape wants you to hear his dirty, sick comments It's a tragedy Mysogony It's a symptom in the de-evolved That never seems to go away It's roots forever penetrating Our societal dirt And there she sits In her bed of warm sheets All alone in constant agony Wanting to be free Yearning for burning love Forever searching for her prince A heavenly kiss during the exquisite technicolor orange and blue sunset Yet she pulls away his crimson velvet hood With her petit slender hands Revealing a snarling wolf And the lizards are always out there Waiting to mount her from behind To take advantage To penetrate into her angel cake sweetness Till there's just a mound of scar tissue As they prey on what's left of her fragile lil heart They shove her cute, young face into the mud Don't worry darlin It's only the beginning As the saying goes The war has only just begun You have the whole world to fear And all your dreams to loose Through the muck and the mire Your tiny, pink slippered feet stumble and fall Over their roots and branches Forever used and abused

IV. Alpha Male Scum Sucking Troll I'm an alpha male scum sucking troll And I wanta cum on your teeny boppin face I'm here to stay I'll always be a part of the human race I make perverse comments about girls asses right behind 'em Then watch a buncha apes play grab ass on a field on ESPN I got tattoos straight from my jock up through my arms I promise girl I won't do you any harm I'll take it away from you, hot and sweaty, when we're alone

V. Le Feminazi I hate when other women try to make themselves attractive I hate when other women feel free, feel safe, in their own bodies With another man I want to pull them by their long, curled locks And cut their delicate lil throats And they don't understand I'm trying to save them Want them to no longer feel comfortable in their own skin I'm the overwhelming college class white majority A product of the current society I got a short haircut cropped to my pure bread face Glasses on my ecstatic brainwashed eyes And the extremities of my belief is a lie But don't call me a mysogonist You'll only be telling lies For how can I be? If I'm a women Or am I a man? I've lost my identity Rewired my brain To a rulers desire Became a muscled soldier I let them get to me By telling the falsehood of what I think is individuality Think for yourself? I believe everything that is taught to me Every single lesson, getting a trophy Her beauty and curves I wanta take it But doesn't that make you an Alpha male? No it doesn't For I am female?

VI. Is it Norma or Norman? Is it Norma or Norman? Obsessed with her smooth inner thighs Or are they my legs? I hear her crying to herself throughout the evening in her room The mind is a terrible thing And when she turns her back on me it adds fuel to the fire For I am stuck in this vast, gothic, boarded house I'm a child inside all alone in my locked playroom screaming MOTHER let me out! She'll only let me out to play every once and while I make my way down towering stone steps Crickets chirp in the dead of night As I have my dance of obscurum with they're nude supple bodies Combine pain and pleasure with this knife There blood looks absolutely gorgeous in the moonlight They'll be lying in loose dirt amongst the seaweed neath a deep silent lake For all the vines to grow NORMAN! Just one peak through the crack of my mind and... Is it Norman or is it Norma? Or norma or norman or norma norman My mind screams aloud Somebody save me from this torment My mind is for rent From the ghost of a woman I loved long ago She'll forever be holding my head to her ashen breast...

Act III: Binding Spell VII. The Binding Spell The ins and outs of your wants Are my binding spell To keep you in a cage Under my thumb Rip you to shreds Then gently stroke away with my finger at your delicate lil heart As I puzzle piece you back together time and again As you slowly and gently Close your eyes in tender inward pain Hurt inside like a lil child The truth, dear, is it cuts me deep down inside too As it tears away at my soul Waiting for the next violent urge to start Then begin the process all over again I only long to own you Put you in my pocket A place where the devils can't find you In a basement somewhere neath the deep, solid, earth I'll bind you.

VIII. Addiction I know your kind You fall in and out of love consistently At the drop of a dime Cause turning the fire off and on for you Is an addiction Sticking your tiny finger into the breeze Finding the next Teen drama To whisk your tiny body into that heavenly sky You'll learn in time But I can't be a part of your ubiquitous, childish Habitous, vicious prison Let me out Girl Let me out! I scream from behind these bars Come on, Let me back into my meditative, lucid, world!... Of non desire

Act IV. Primal Scream IX. Misogony Inside Me The beast of misogony Is hidden deep inside me It roars aloud When I caress the curved lines of your luscious, youthful hips neath the sheets It wants to come out Have I objectified you in my mind? A pedestal for my stone cold goddess of imagery ? This fantasy, dreaming on within me? Have I not yet gazed at your inner beauty? When I caress inside you It feels cold As grey and black Smokey marble Then I want to run and hide No longer want to be within Your dark, Empty Shallow house Of this fantastic lie I've created just to keep you close Far away from the slithering creatures in the outer night I fear I am not unlike them Can't let go of your tender body Within my mind Yet I need to move on To another song Far away from my lying lies, in your cottony, warm bed Am I wrong for how I threw you out to the dogs? How I treated you? Feeling the beaming light through your quartz Red Hazardous Energy When you are present Only spews forth fuel into the fire of my heart The smokey sparks Float silently Away into the open cold breeze For my want for something you can no longer be or give me Something real Sans our volcanic desire

X. The Primal Scream It appears as if my want to comfort you Was only my need to bind you Keep your little hands wrapped around my large finger Keep you away from the beasts in the jungle out there Am I wrong for trying to pin Your slender porcelain arms down? Don't scream lil girl I can't stand that guttural sound And when you go away for just a short while Out there in the flirtatious world I know you turn it on without me As those and I trace the curves of your body I'll forever be the one calling out for you dear Against the walls inside my head In a padded cell Howling outside at the luminous moon Like a wolf for you babe As I feel the burning deep inside my chest As my claws squeeze the earthen mud In a primal scream

XI. The Ivory Statue Inside my garden of vines, dirt, and earthly delights In a chamber standing upon a stone pedestal Your form solidifies into a statue A weeping angel A crooked faced witch With petrified eyes Revealing your inner demon A crown of snakes upon your pretty lil head Above an exquisite posterior Yet your smooth bewitching, elegant pale cracked body Is covered with the earthen moss of the lies I told myself, before I got wise

Act V. Unbinded and Torn XII. So Beautiful and Pure You were so beautiful and pure in my mind It makes my heart hurt Yet all that faded away with the reality of what you truly are in this deepened earth My hope is the monster inside you Will metamorphosis into a seashell white dove And you'll find someone truly to love Fly out into the beaming blue, open, summer sky As you gain perspective While drifting out into the world Yet still thinking of your soft princess body In another man's arms Violated by his calloused ape hands Crushes my coal heart into a diamond Irregardless of if I have moved on from your prison

XIII. Sleeping Beauty Remember that time you said you couldn't sleep? You lay upon my breast in bed trembling I calmed you by kissing your forehead As I held your lil, silky hand in mine A soft we princess babe A sleeping beauty in deep sweet dreams Throughout that epic enchanted night Cupped by my arm As I stroked you gently Knowing our love was a sin The fresh girlish, honeysuckle, smell of your skin Yet little would I know there was a crow in flight... Neath your childish, playful, mask You're just as ugly and naked as I am I stalked my nude form up to your vanity mirror I was horrified to see The long, sharp rows of teeth The yellow eyes of the wolfen beast

XIV. Knock, Knock I'm afraid to open up my heart Fore if I let my guard down If I lead you through these labyrinthine walls You might plunge your Subtle knife Into my rotten chest Thick and layered with scars The wounds of the past So deep inside It takes a light of ultraviolet To see them Shall I let you in? Go ahead, knock on the door Most times Of the evening You won't get an answer Go ahead kick, punch, scream at the top of your lungs Keep on a knockin' babe I may just leave a crack of pure yellow light open...

Epilogue: Le Petit Reality (A Paradise Lost) My heavenly creation How I longed to escape with you somewhere within my wildest dreams A canopy of luminescent stars above us Lost in soft cuddles in bed Your naked sweet silky smooth Barbie doll legs rested, Gently Against mine You wore my warm laundered shirt Tight against your groin Adorned just above A triangular short feathery nest of light brown peach fuzz Your pillowed, Flowered, Lady garden When the sun came up In the warmth of the sweet morning You were gazing into me Birds chirped in the air Your youthful, angel cake, pear shaped, thighs Clad in pink satin panties Exquisite as a wet deep red rose in the sunlight Cradled above mine Your girlish hand upon my chest Your head, pale powdered, Soft, warm skin The scent of expensive perfume and make up Eventually rested there too As you pulled your bangs, tenderly, in comfort behind your ears Eyes shut with a closed mouthed curved, coy smile When you eventually awoke Wet lipped pecks Pressed, gently against my breast Then astride my hips Moles upon your bosom You raised your head upward A long peaches and cream colored neck held up a Smooth oval As you gazed into my eyes with that cute wrinkled nose A comforted smile released a chortle You were my high school boyhood, youthful dream Yet now I bid you adieu Holding your pale hand in mine Kissing it gently as you Float silently in the air Like a ghost in the past As you slowly fade away I have folded our infatuations For the fantasies of each other In a lily white flowered group of poems I created only for myself Before I knew who you truly were A twisted faced hag inside Your angelic facade, A wine red headed goddess on the outside In an envelope Which I can no longer read It shall be sealed forever Kept in an ivory colored box Wrapped in a candy apple red tight shimmering bow As it slowly, gathers dust We're even now For you're not addicted to our love But the drama you created for yourself As the infatuation in your wild forget-me-not colored eyes Flickers like a dying light bulb The ends and outs of your wants are no longer appealing to me Walk away lil girl Before I shut down Make myself cold To your margarita glass shaped Game playing smiles Gazing off into the air Away from me In mystery Pretending you are fantasizing About what you might still see High school daydream teen movie reality of your charming, potentially? Acting like a lil child I'm on to you They once turned me on for a lil while Till I twisted the handle of my desire to off Now it's permanently glued to this position babe Run away lil girl Run away I hope when you see me with her All your aggression and regret tears your entire delicate little body apart From the loose curls on your back length haired head To your petit slippered feet I hope your knees get weak And you can no longer speak My likeness a stain on your heart For what could have been And what you think could still be The fact that you can scar me permanently, potentially Makes me wish in the well at this In my mind, you no longer exist Yet I'll forever be on the television light in yours Reruns of a bliss that never aired An enveloped letter of my yearning for you, my lil ball of fiery energy Sealed in your childish kiss Afterword bonus (unspoken): The Delicate Budding Flower Oh what a pity to be a delicate budding flower  In the marshes of men's bestial world of mysogony  Your mind is corrupted little girl There's nothin I can do Go ahead and allow yourself to be treated like a plastic doll A fairy goddess While the satyr is inside of you Fore they've enveloped your mind With the grip of Hypnosis Since you were born You were raised to be just this This is why you are infused with fire Every time you look at me Go on girl Treat me like the enemy Treat me like a devil For all I know, I may be just that Take a look inside yourself  Your mind is filled with scar tissue So far inside you can no longer see Outtakes (unspoken): In Dreams: It's only in dreams you can be mine Not in this particular life but some other song It's easier to seek out your love in the fountainhead of my art Than it is to reach the candy bliss of your heart Through this labyrinth of thorns and roses you've created Order of the Dark Priests of Earthly Men You said you want me to teach you how to love Yet you don't know the first thing about it You're a selfish one Born out of riches, beauty, innocence, and privilege  In amber  Hidden in the obsidian stone Cut by men's piggish actions and silver tongues Upon the course jungle that is this earth This was the original prologue but I chose to rewrite it because if it's perversity. This was not for self censorship reasons but it didn't capture the feeling of dread I wanted the prologue I threw in it's place to have. I suppose it had to be read somewhere so I chucked it into the liner notes. The Virgin Sacrificial Lamb 1. You sat next to me in my bed Felt the soft warm skin of your haunch upon my thigh Legs astride My hand clasped tenderly in your thin pale hands Felt your warmth and sweat through black lace panties You wanted me to be your teacher Fore I was your first Girl, gaze into my eyes With those bright blue pools of yours In yearning Your pale powdered face Pillowed pink lips Made up like a doll Just for me Only for this night You were so scared Like a little child I calmed you down By sticking my hand down and into your Playful Beloved Spot You found when you were Just a little one Just the way you like 2. I wanted to pull out my juicy cock I’ve never been so hard in my life You begged me to cum inside you precious naked little girl In heightened yearning, I longed for this too Ejaculating, in ecstasy, into your beautiful pink tight soft silky sweet slit While spooning your pillowed pear shaped haunches My hand upon your brown short and curlies Finger upon your precious little spot Your eyes squinted Moaning ecstasy Pillowed cooing lips 3. You were the best I ever had Wish I could live that night Neath silky covers Over again and again Forever and ever for eternity A delusional surreal fragmant: Cum on her powdered face made up like a porcelain portrait doll An Animal Lust Night with a Voluptuous Experienced Redhead 1. Haunches astride my lap The taste of your tongue as you slide it into my mouth Your hand running back and forth through my hair To my neck Tingling in heightened sensation Our mouths moving fluidly together Our eyes closed in ecstasy Becoming more and more like beasts after every lick Souls melded together The flowing of my tongue matching yours In succulent motion My moves doing everything you guide me to Without reason Without thought With complete emotion I give myself to your beauty, your love, and your crooked lust 2. Your pale blue eyes gazing up at me in yearning Long curly, fiery orange-red, flowing, hair to your back Your hand holding my leg down As you pull up and down on my skin with the other You sensually suck my cock The tip of your dexterous tongue wet upon the rim With succulent mouth, and tongue Taking your time up and down Fluid motion Wading in and out like the ocean waves Just right As if my cock were the fountain and your mouth was angelic, passionate thirst As if, in this short moment, they were thriving for each other Were one What a sight to see your angelic voluptuous haunches As you're bent at the knees upon the silky covers of my bed I close my eyes in heavenly, elevated, ecstasy And cum 3. Your body underneath me Luscious legs in a W shape arched around mine  My loins pressed inside your pale shaven flesh  Your warm tight hole The quaking pounding of your soft yearning haunches upon mine Your moaning pants All the hair pricked up on my body To a heightened soul vibration The taste of your light pink nipples The squishing of my hand upon your full, shaking, milky, flowing, breast